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1/20/2009 12:58:00 AM
[ so long, thanks for all the ish ]

Dear Blog,

Sorry I haven't updated you in a while. I wish I could say I've been busy with work and winter and life, but the truth is you just don't fit me anymore. You're too personal and elusive and your layout is, honestly, a bit tacky. It's so hard to find that balance of personal and impersonal, secret and sermon - especially when you're yelling it into this wacky void that is the internet. I've always err-ed on the side of cryptic when it comes to you, for whatever reason, and I don't have it in me anymore. We have to write about what we're passionate about.

I guess what I'm saying is... I've moved. You will be redirected in 15 seconds... if you click on the link at the right time.

Adios,
Ian
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8/30/2008 09:21:00 PM
[ impolitical ]

Yay! I'm actually excited about this year's election. Obama is amazing. I'm always impressed by the maturity and thoughtfulness of his speeches... not to mention policies. This post is sorta straying from my typical blabberings, but everything that's going on in the politicosphere reminded me of this essay I wrote for a scholarship back in college. I can't remember the prompt question, something about increasing voter turn out in 18-25 year old. Aanyway, for your viewing something...

The great thing about being young is that there’s no punishment for idealism. You’re allowed to devote yourself wholeheartedly to goals an older person would only smile or scoff at. Somehow, though, we’ve reached a point where young people are known not for their wild idealism but for their apathy, and, for many teenagers, I think apathy and disenchantment really are the prevailing sentiments. The American Dream is slowly becoming just the American Sleepiness. Only 52% of voters age 18 to 29 voted in the 2004 presidential election, and there must be a reason. From my experience, I think the primary reasons young people choose not to vote are because they feel excluded from the political process and because the political process seems false and unimportant compared to other worries.

I think that a perception many college students have is that the government is a bunch of bickering old men who are so caught up in satisfying the majority that they’ve forgotten that part of their job is to help improve people’s lives. Certainly, this isn’t the perception everyone has, but I think that many people who don’t vote feel like there is no way they can ever effect change among these bickering old men. Even if improvement isn’t exactly part of a representative’s job description, leaders are elected by groups of individuals to help accomplish the things individuals alone couldn’t possibly accomplish. And young people, especially, feel like not enough is being accomplished, like the government doesn’t listen to them, like it’s something far beyond their control. They feel like the idealism of America, the promise of equality and opportunity, has been lost in the bureaucracy.

Certainly, there are many things that could be done to improve voter turn-out. Voting could be made mandatory, like in Australia, or voting stations could give voters incentives or the sheer number of voting stations could be increased to make voting more convenient. But, ultimately, these solutions don’t get to the root of the problem. This may just be my idealism talking, but I think the most effective way to increase voter turnout would be to bring idealism itself back into politics, to renew the American Dream.

I think the single most important step in bringing young people back into politics is to prove to them that the government is still capable of significant and positive reform, like the revolution that got the whole thing rolling. And although this seems impossible with the current partisanship, idealism is all about making the impossible possible. Idealism isn’t concerned with scandals or mud-slinging or sub-committees or corporate interest. It’s only concerned with making things better for everyone.

There’s a saying that says, “Anyone who isn’t a liberal at 20 has no heart; anyone who isn’t a conservative at 35 has no brain.” I guess that’s the catch: How do we listen to both our hearts and our brains? How can young people, with all their foolish enthusiasm, feel less apathetic towards a government run by older people with far too much cautious wisdom? Right now, I think it’s the government that has to adapt. Leaders and the government as a whole are going to have to show and act on their idealism; they’re going to have to stand up and convince the younger generation that, “Now is the time, and things are going to change.”


It's a little eerie how much the last sentence sounds like something Obama says, but it is 4 years old. Scout's honor.
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6/19/2008 11:49:00 PM
[ alright, alright, alright ]

Oh, my intermittent bloggy-ma-jig, you mus be wondering why I neglect you so. You mus, muss, must. Things have been too crazy. This educational video pretty much sums up how this quarter has been for me - hectic, screamy, big-haired, and breathless. Just ignore the whole 70s british thing.



When things get busy blogs, gym-trips, and haircuts are the first to go. So if you see a shaggy, out-of-shape kid with no recent internet presence, tell him to breathe.
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2/05/2008 10:35:00 PM
[ More Bus Bugs ]

Yesterday morning, this... doctor... started a conversation with me on the bus. It was a little odd. He was a life-coach, and was telling me about this pamphlet he'd written - n ways to be a better something. I sorta seized up at first... But he was very articulate... walking me through the first few (several? quintral?) ways to be a better something. And I nodded and responded and he said I was easy to talk to. And I raised my right eyebrow. Then he asked me what I wanted to do. blink, blink. "I don't know." Then he asked me if I knew what a meme was. blink. "Yes." He says saying 'I don't know' is a meme, and something like 90% of people 'don't know' what they want.

So yah. Don't scoff. Don't be snide. Do not let the knot in your throat prevent! pervert! What you mean to say, per se. Natch, the hatch is open. So sink, blink blink.

I wanted to tell him, "the future is unwritten. people know what they want, it's just not usually polite conversation. everyone has dreams and goals. but they're precious, right? you can't spill them out to some random doctor-make-me-a-better-something you just met on a bus. what if they get diluted? what if they aren't so solid and tough? what if they'll fall to pieces with a single huff of puff, sneer, squint? ideally they're stronger, but it takes time, right? mostly they're just these willow whisp whisps-o-will. plus... it's waaay too cold for my dreams to come out. they need floofy jackets and mittens and, probably, some sort of tinted goggles so they look cool." But he was going on about the n+1-th way-to-be-a-better-something, and I couldn't get an edge-wise word in. Ah well.
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1/20/2008 10:22:00 PM
[ recipe for disaster ]

Currently on my desk...
1 Green folder full of papers to read
1 Bicycle bell
1 Jar of peanut butter w/ peanut buttery knife
3 Pieces of unopened junk mail
1 Package cough drops
1 Manual for a Crate 15W Practice Amp
1 Menu from Bojono's Pizzeria
27 Quarters
1 Compact Fluorescent Light bulb
1 Casio digital watch (dead)
1 Stress-ball (brain shaped)
5 US First-class Stamps
1 Textbook - Elements of Information Theory
1 Nokia Phone charger
1 256Mb USB drive
1 Package Seventh Generation Laundry Detergent
1 Bowl of noodles (consumed)
1 Fortune "For a good cause, wrongdoing may be virtuous."
1 Netflix package "Tron"
1 Shit-tonne clutter

My rough calculations suggest I'm the only primate on the planet with that mixture... which makes me feel all fuzzy inside. Then again, that's probably just my cold. *sniff*
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11/20/2007 12:02:00 AM
[ ersatz someting ]

Yesterday. I went to the guitar store and tried out a Telecaster. There was a weird guy playing heavy metal at some giggly gals, and an old guy kept looking over my shoulder. The clerk kept trying to tell me about their lay-away plan and their no payments 'til 2009 blah blah blah. But I just wanted to... you know... strum a bit.
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10/29/2007 12:50:00 AM
[ wild and unwise ]

I had this song stuck in my head most of today. "with all of the time in the world to spend it." That's how it's been lately, hunh? Liz Phair scream-sayin', "wild and unwise, I wanna be mesmerizing too." Then descend into a nice little guitar solo. No nausea. No nada. Nunca.
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