| 5/12/2003 12:57:00 AM |
i had this somewhat strange dream last night. i was waiting in line to get a movie ticket. everyone kept moving past me. i guess i was catatonic or something. anyway i finally got up to the desk and the guy behind the counter takes one look at me, indifferent, and leaves. i'm sorta confused so i step to the side to try to see where he went. then the person behind me takes my spot at the counter. there's no pushing or shoving, just complete and utter indifference. then for some reason i decide to tell whoever's behind the counter what i need a ticket to, even though there's no one there anymore. everyone just sorta laughs at me. and then (from somewhere) you hide your face in my shoulder while i blush profusely. and that's about when i woke up.
i guess i have a different libretto... i just wish there was some way that i could solve all of these problems. if only i could accept this philosophy which everything points to as true, which i've known to be true since i was about 15. i can avoid the question all i want, but i'm stuck in the valley as long as i do. holy crap! hehe... i like the way my brain makes connections between things, and i've got to start winking at strangers, giving them looks like we're conspirators, like we alone know some sacred, utterly foolish secret. because we really are more alike than i ever supposed. |
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